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Wednesday, 08 October 2008


  • i'm so mad at him right now. we had a disagreement about something and he freaked out and told me not to talk to him until friday. because why wouldn't he? and when i asked if we would be okay if we didn't talk until then i got an "i donno". because he is already in a bad mood today, which made my life that much harder. we both know we'll be fine, he's just a jackass.

    i'm so pissed off.


Tuesday, 07 October 2008

  • Currently Listening
    Planet of Ice
    By Minus the Bear
    Ice Monster (acoustic)
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    minus the bear!


    .... just came out with a new album!!! .. well sort of. its an EP of seven songs that are all acoustic, and broken down from their original. one song is new, guns and ammo, and its pretty good. i love this CD- its so raw. its like you can feel the feelings even more through the acoustics. the only thing i wish was that there were more songs from menos el oso- that is my favorite MTB CD (my favorite MTB song EVER is hooray. drilling is a close second :) ). highly refined pirates is also one i wish they took more from, especially thanks for the killer game of killer crisco or absinthe at the fly honey warehouse, but i do like their acoustic version of pachuca sunrise better than the original! most of the songs come from planet of ice, probably since it's gotten the most coverage lately. the ice monster version is pretty amazing as well. all in all i'm loving this CD right now.

    i'm seeing them on the 23rd. and i am SO EXCITED! me and my best friend aly are going to Philly to see them at the Theater of the Living Arts. this will be my second time seeing them, and definitely not my last! :)


Monday, 06 October 2008

Friday, 03 October 2008

  • Currently Listening
    The Ugly Organ
    By Cursive
    Art is Hard
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    i hate thinking about the past. mostly, when i do, all i think of is things that have hurt me and made hours hard to get through. and how hard it would be to deal with any of that again. that feeling when something ruins your world, when your vision gets blurry and your head suddenly feels to heavy for your neck and if you don't sit down that moment, you may just drop dead, is something i know all too well. i think about these things all the time, and i don't like it. i don't want to think about how i've been hurt by my parents, my brother, friends or guys... i can't live my life being afraid of that feeling. i usually hold that knowledge in the back of my mind, but i can't anymore. i shouldn't. no one should. i need to learn to trust that the people that love me, or are in my life, aren't going to hurt me and that if they do- fuck them. i'm a good person and i don't need someone that is going to hurt me. i used to be afraid of that feeling, but not anymore. i'm finally getting those thoughts and feelings out of my head.


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